fuck you morgan i’m going to have a fucking great summer without having to worry about your shit anymore 

sigh

am i really that fucking horrible of a person that my ~best friend~ would just completely leave me 

like

really

so basically my best friend doesn’t want to be friends anymore she got tired of me and bored of me just like i would expect anyone to and she’s not going to go to warped with me and she said all i ever do is talk about abdns and concerts and tumblr and it made me realize how fucking pathetic i am and just wow i hate myself and she’s one of my best friends but she doesn’t even wnana try to be friends anymore because well she hates me and she’s tired of me and wow it sucks and it hurts and i don’t know what i’m supposed to do 

but i don’t want this to end i don’t want it to be like this no no no n on no odn’t elave 

oh god 

i don’t want to do this work i’m going to have a massive panic attack and die 

and god damn i really want to cut it’s been over 4 months but i’ve been close to breaking it recently and wah i just don’t care anymore

but swimsuits and summer and i have to go on vacation in 2 weeks and just ugh 

well maybe i am but the point is you should shut the fuck up it’s not as if i don’t already know everything you’re telling me